shitz and gigglez

Anxiety holds me back from being and doing what I want. 
I have so many interests, but it’s so hard to pursue any of them when I’m constantly battling the panic and fear. 
I barely leave the house unless I have to.
I get so anxious that I can’t even leave without having a panic attack. 
Yet, when I do manage to be among people and the outside world, I’m in a constant anxious state that I can’t enjoy anyone or anything.
Sometimes I can’t eat or sleep.
So many emotions; it’s so overwhelming.


Yet, I’m not sure I would prefer feeling nothing at all.

— 4 months ago
#personal  #anxiety  #fear  #mental health 
Finished except one lost piece of the puzzle! -__- #thomaskinkade #disney #littlemermaid

Finished except one lost piece of the puzzle! -__- #thomaskinkade #disney #littlemermaid

— 4 months ago
#littlemermaid  #thomaskinkade  #disney 

jtotheizzoe:

staceythinx:

These genetically unusual butterflies have one male and one female wing, proving that something doesn’t have to be symmetrical to be beautiful.

Beautiful bilateral gynandromorphs!!

So beautiful. So in love!

(Source: thisiscolossal.com)

— 4 months ago with 12956 notes
Turtles! ^_^

Turtles! ^_^

— 6 months ago
I’ll never stop writing. I won’t be silenced

I stand on my own. I stand alone. I, alone, with myself. I am with no one, no one else.

— 7 months ago
#poetry  #passion  #personal  #mine  #alone 
Fear

I’m sitting alone. In my apartment. And, 

My thoughts seem to escape me. I would like to speak them. But it’s so difficult.

How can my thoughts be expressed so passionately, so eloquently as they were formed in my head? 

Mostly, words that spew from my mouth are never the same as the thoughts that were created in my mind.

I just don’t want to be judged…Misunderstood. I want to be clear and concise. 

Sometimes I don’t understand my thoughts.

Maybe.

Maybe. I need to write. Write my thoughts. Write to understand. Write to comprehend. 

But. I still don’t know how to express what I am thinking, how I am feeling. 

Or maybe.

Maybe, I don’t want to. Maybe, I’m scared. Terrified of what others may think about my thoughts, my feelings. 

 I just want to write. 

— 11 months ago with 1 note

latimes:

The story behind Sriracha

With a distinctive bottle and taste, Sriracha has gone from an unpronounceable challenge to a staple sauce for many Americans. In the U.S. alone, $60 million worth of the sauce was sold last year alone.

But it wasn’t always such a prevalent item on store shelves. David Tran, the man responsible for popularizing the hot sauce, had a long journey beforehand:

When North Vietnam’s communists took power in South Vietnam, Tran, a major in the South Vietnamese army, fled with his family to the U.S. After settling in Los Angeles, Tran couldn’t find a job — or a hot sauce to his liking.

So he made his own by hand in a bucket, bottled it and drove it to customers in a van. He named his company Huy Fong Foods after the Taiwanese freighter that carried him out of Vietnam.

Read more via our profile of Tran, and his beloved hot sauce.

Photos: Gina Ferazzi, Kirk McKoy / Los Angeles Times

— 1 year ago with 18461 notes
#sriracha  #food  #spicy  #asian  #vietnamese 
jtotheizzoe:

The Phylogeny and Evolutionary History of Pokémon
The phylogenetic tree of kingdom Monstrasinu, also known as Pokémon, because science:

Conservationists have highlighted the importance of documenting extant Pokémon, many of which are known only from single specimens and all of which are threatened by the Pokémon fighting rings that are growing rapidly in popularity, particularly among urban youth.

Read the full paper in the Annals of Improbable Research here (page 15), check out a hi-res view of the taxonomy here, and join these Redditors in discussing any errors they may have made here.

^_^ !!!!!!

jtotheizzoe:

The Phylogeny and Evolutionary History of Pokémon

The phylogenetic tree of kingdom Monstrasinu, also known as Pokémon, because science:

Conservationists have highlighted the importance of documenting extant Pokémon, many of which are known only from single specimens and all of which are threatened by the Pokémon fighting rings that are growing rapidly in popularity, particularly among urban youth.

Read the full paper in the Annals of Improbable Research here (page 15), check out a hi-res view of the taxonomy here, and join these Redditors in discussing any errors they may have made here.

^_^ !!!!!!

— 1 year ago with 1060 notes