I’m sitting alone. In my apartment. And,
My thoughts seem to escape me. I would like to speak them. But it’s so difficult.
How can my thoughts be expressed so passionately, so eloquently as they were formed in my head?
Mostly, words that spew from my mouth are never the same as the thoughts that were created in my mind.
I just don’t want to be judged…Misunderstood. I want to be clear and concise.
Sometimes I don’t understand my thoughts.
Maybe. I need to write. Write my thoughts. Write to understand. Write to comprehend.
But. I still don’t know how to express what I am thinking, how I am feeling.
Maybe, I don’t want to. Maybe, I’m scared. Terrified of what others may think about my thoughts, my feelings.
I just want to write.